This story, which I finished up this morning and edited tonight, combines two of my favorite things in the world - hunting Indian relics, and a good old-fashioned creature feature involving some Lovecraftian nightmare lurking in West Texas. So if you like finding pointy rocks and encountering horrid monstrosities while on the search, read on!!!
WHAT WAS IT?
An Original Horror Story
By
Lewis B. Smith
“What was it, Dan??”
Those were the last words my best
friend Roger ever spoke to me. His vital
signs crashing, blood streaming from multiple wounds, one hand gone, eyes bulging,
his face twisted by fear and shock, he grabbed my arm as the paramedics lifted
the stretcher into the ambulance and rasped those words out with a desperate
intensity. By the time they got him to
the hospital, he was dead.
That agonized question played over and
over in my head as I answered the sheriff’s questions that night, and later on,
as I made the heartbreaking phone call to Amanda, his beautiful wife – widow, I
mean! What an ocean of suffering that
simple transition of nouns conceals! – I could still hear them echoing in my
head. Even as I helped carry his coffin
to the grave that had been dug in the small cemetery near the church he and his
family attended, that question played in my mind over and over again, those frantic
eyes seared into my memory, his voice mustering up the last of his dying body’s
energy to demand an answer from me.
The truth is, I didn’t know. I still don’t. Even though I was only ten feet from him when
he sustained the injuries that ended his life, I cannot say with any certainty
what the creature was – if indeed, it was a living thing. The fleeting glimpses
I caught in the moments leading up to the final horror were of a being that had
no place in a rational world, and the memory of them still haunts my dreams,
waking me in the middle of the night screaming out the same question that my
friend asked me before he perished. Because I have no idea what it was, and
even now, I’m not sure I want to know.
This all sounds confusing to me, staring
at what I’ve just written, and I’m sure it must be even more so to you, whoever
you are, as you try to figure out what on earth I am talking about. I guess I should start at the beginning and
do my best to explain what happened. Maybe writing it down will help me make sense
of it all – if such a word can even be applied to what we experienced!
It started as a routine trip to South
Texas. Roger had gotten permission for us to go digging for arrowheads on a
large ranch near Bandera. Such
permission had been easy to get years before, when he and I started collecting
Indian relics as a hobby in the 1990’s.
In the decades since, however, ranchers had discovered that collectors would
pay fifty bucks a pop to hand dig on a good camp for a day, and upwards of two
hundred dollars a day each for a “screen dig” – where a large table with an
iron mesh top was set up, and a small bulldozer would scoop out a load of undug
soil and dump it on each screen table for the hunters to sift by hand. Two hunters per table, six to eight tables
per camp, until the whole site was destroyed, and all the artifacts went home
with the customers. A large campsite,
rich with points, could mean tens of thousands of dollars to the property
owner. With that kind of money to be
made, few ranchers were willing to let people come dig for free anymore.
So when Roger told me his Dad’s cousin
Jimmy had a big ranch near Bandera – prime artifact country! – that had never
been dug, and that he was willing to let us come down and spend a weekend
exploring and digging all we wanted, I was excited at the prospect. I talked to
my wife Priscilla and asked her if she’d made any plans for us that weekend,
and when she said we were free, I bribed her with a day spa pass at her
favorite beauty spa (not that she needed it; I know that’s what a husband is
supposed to say, but in my case it’s the plain truth. I married about six floors above my level and
I know it!). Roger’s wife was ten years younger
than him and had always been happy to let him sneak off for a weekend with me;
she and Pris were close friends and often hung out together when he and I were out
digging. She occasionally joined us,
though – she liked artifacts and wasn’t afraid to get her hands dirty or break
a nail. I thank God she stayed home that
weekend – it was hard enough seeing my best friend ripped up before my eyes; I
can’t imagine seeing the love of my life die like that.
Friday afternoon at two, Roger and I
met up after leaving work early. Since
he’d secured the spot, I provided the vehicle and gas. It was about six hours from our neighborhood
in Lancaster, on the south side of Dallas, to the small town of Bandera, west
of San Antonio, and that was if Austin traffic wasn’t hopelessly congested (as
it usually was). We debated swinging west
and going through a series of small towns instead of taking the interstate, but
the latter part of our drive would be in the dark, and even with cell phone
navigation (assuming we had a clear signal), the odds of a wrong turn seemed
rather high. So onward we hammered down
I-35, getting through Waco ahead of the afternoon rush, and then sat and
sweltered for the better part of an hour as the stop-and-start traffic of the
state capital rendered my truck’s AC useless. We finally got free of Austin by
about half past six in the evening, and the last hour and a half or so were
cross-country, free of the interstate, watching the sun set about an hour
before we finally arrived at the small town of Bandera around 9 PM.
We didn’t want to bother our host so
late in the evening, so after a quick text to let Jimmy know we were nearby, we
checked into the smallest of Bandera’s three hotels, and managed to grab some
fast food at Sonic – the steak house where we’d hoped to dine was already
closed – and then turned in for the night. Neither of us slept well, of course –
we were too excited at the prospect of the next day’s dig! (For those outside our hobby, northeast
Texas, where we lived and normally hunted artifacts, is a flint-poor region,
and most points we find are small and made of rough quartzite or petrified wood. Southwest Texas is loaded with slick, glossy
Edwards plateau chert, which comes out of the limestone in huge tabs and could
be made into large, beautiful points, much nicer than what we normally found at
home.)
By 7 AM we were both wide awake, and
we had a hearty breakfast at the town’s diner before heading out along the farm-to-market
road that led to Jimmy’s ranch. Our host
was waiting for us – a crusty, seventy-five-year-old West Texas rancher who
could have stepped straight out of a 1960’s Western. Greeting us both with a handshake that could
have crushed concrete, he told us a little bit about the place we’d be
searching.
“I never was that fascinated by Indian
rocks,” he said, “but as a kid I found a bunch of them on that slope below the
cliffs yonder. They’d wash down from the
overhangs into the crick, and after the spring rains they’d be scattered down
the slope. If you go north, round the
shoulder of that bluff, there’s a spring comes out of the rocks and trickles
down into the creek. There was always a
bunch of them there, too. You fellers
can dig all you want, all I ask is fill in your holes and don’t destroy any of
my trees – except the cedars. You can
take out all of those nuisances you want.”
“Thanks, Jimmy,” Roger said. “This really means a lot to us – not many
folks are willing to let us come dig any more in these parts.”
“Too many folks got dollar signs in
their eyes,” he said. “I don’t want them
dang dirt rapers coming on my place! I
saw what was left of the Holloway’s ranch when they were done, and it was
pitiful. I mean, they filled in their
holes, but they also destroyed everything that made that place so beautiful. I don’t mind friends and family coming here
and digging up a few arryheads, and as long as I’m careful about who I let in,
and how many, there’ll be Indian rocks to be found by my grandkids’ grandkids!”
“It’s a huge place,” I said. “I imagine we’ll find enough to go home happy
and leave plenty for those who come after us.”
The old man laughed and clapped me on
the shoulder.
“That’s exactly what I thought, when Roger
asked me if y’all could come,” he said. “He
also vouched for you, or I wouldn’t let you near the place. No offense, I just don’t know you yet.”
“Understandable,” I said. “Well, my students have rated me ‘mostly
harmless,’ my Dad has conceded that I’m not a disappointment, and my Mom is
happy that I married what she called ‘a nice girl.’ Anything else you want to know?”
“You a Cowboys fan?” he asked.
“I bleed silver and blue,” I replied.
“Reckon you’ll do, then,” he
said. “Now, there’s an old foreman’s
cabin out back; I put fresh linens on the bed so you fellers don’t have to
worry about a hotel. Shower in the cabin
is busted, but you’re welcome to come up to the house and use the guest shower
there. Supper’s at six; I got some rib eyes
on sale at the meat market yesterday – if you’re late, I may finish all three
of them myself!”
“I imagine by six we’ll be ready for
them,” Roger said. “Digging’s hungry
work; we packed sandwiches and drinks for lunch, but by supper I imagine they
will have worn off.”
“One other thing,” the old rancher
said. “I’ve had some cows come up
missing lately, so if you find a carcass or some sign of predators, let me
know. I want to find out what’s killing
them, or if I have a thief to contend with.”
“Sure thing,’ Roger said. “I think we’re both ready to get out and
start searching! Anything else we should
know?”
“Nothing I can think of. Watch out for
rattlesnakes; they’re not as active now as they will be in a few months, but
they still come out to sun on warm days. They’ll avoid you if you give them a
chance.”
“I don’t kill snakes unless it’s
unavoidable,” I said. “Plenty of room
out here for us and them.”
“Yup,” Jimmy said. “As long as they stay out of my house and
yard, I leave them alone.”
With that, we bid each other good day,
and Roger and I headed to the base of the big hill he’d pointed out. Sure enough, the slope between the bluff and
the creek was littered with flint, and we found several broken points and two
nice whole ones within the first hour as we slowly worked our way towards the
spring Jimmy had mentioned to us. We
talked about many things that fine morning, but one of the first things I said
after we got out of earshot regarded Jimmy’s missing cows.
“Do you really think there are cattle
rustlers out here? I mean, this is the
2020’s, not the 1890’s!” I asked.
“Not a chance,” he said. “More likely a pack of coyotes, or maybe a
mountain lion.”
Of course, it turned out to be neither
of those things, nor cattle rustlers either.
In retrospect, I think I would rather have faced all of them at once
instead of the thing we found – or, I suppose it would be more accurate to say,
the thing that found us! But I’m getting
ahead of myself. I’m trying to explain
this whole thing in order, and the horror didn’t really begin till the next day
– although there was a sign that first day that I wish we hadn’t ignored.
It had taken us all morning to search
the slope between the bluff and the creek from the place behind the ranch house
where we started until we came to the curve of the hill where the clear, fresh
spring flowed from a cleft in the rock. Just as Jimmy said, the signs of ancient
occupation grew thicker and thicker close to the spring, and we were each
avidly searching the ground, flipping over every exposed bit of worked flint we
saw, and crying out when we found a complete point or tool.
Then the breeze shifted, and I caught
the unmistakable smell of rotting flesh nearby.
I swiveled my head, trying to locate the source, and saw a large spatter
of dried, blackened blood on the ground next to a post oak tree. There was a trail of drops on the tree’s trunk
as well, and as my eyes followed it upward, I found the source.
Ten feet off the ground, leaning
against the bole of the tree where a sturdy branch emerged from the trunk, was
the head of a cow. It had been dead for
several days, and flies were buzzing around it.
“Something reeks!” Roger said at that
moment.
“Look up there,” I told him, pointing.
“How in the Sam Hill did a cow’s head
get way up there?” he said.
“I think we can rule out coyotes,” I
replied. “Only predator I can think of
that climbs trees would be a mountain lion.”
“I want a closer look,” he said. “Can you reach it with your walking stick?”
I had to stand on a rock, but I
managed to poke the thing hard enough to knock it loose. It hit the ground with a sickening, wet thud
and the smell of rot wafted up so strong I nearly gagged. Roger held his nose and bent over the severed
head, grabbing one of its horns to turn it over.
“This is odd,” he said.
“Oddly disgusting!” I replied.
“Well, duh,” he said. “It’s pretty ripe, but look here, at where it
was severed. This wasn’t a wild
animal. That’s a clean cut, not a bite
or claw mark!”
I had stepped upwind to get a breath of
clean air, but I circled back and saw that he was correct. The head had been cleanly cut off about six
inches down from the ears, and even the vertebrae were cleanly sliced, with no
jagged edges protruding. Interested
despite the stench, I looked closer and noticed something else.
“Roger, both his eyes are gone,” I
said.
“Don’t birds always go for the eyes
first?” he said.
“Have you seen a bird out here all
morning?” I replied, for I had noticed how silent the woods had been around us
for some time.
“Come to think of it, I haven’t,” he
said. “And normally a chunk of carrion
this big would have a dozen buzzards fighting over it!”
“I’m all in for a mystery,” I said, “but
this thing really stinks. Let’s snap a
couple of pictures for Jimmy and move on!”
We photographed the head from several
angles, turning it over with our walking sticks, and then resumed our
search. Still, I found the grisly image
floating in my thoughts – who would neatly decapitate a fully grown cow and
leave its head up in a tree? And where
was the rest of the beast?
By the end of the day, we had each
found a half dozen or more whole points, including a beautifully worked corner
tang knife that I flipped out of the dirt after only seeing one corner of the
base exposed. We’d also picked a spot to
dig the next day, an ancient midden just on the other side of the spring that looked
very promising. We made it back to the
ranch house a few minutes before dinner, and the smell of grilled steaks drove
the day’s odd discovery out of our heads for the half hour it took us to devour
them.
“Looks like you boys had a fine day
hunting rocks,” Jimmy said. “Did you see
any sign of my missing cows?”
“Dang, that reminds me,” said
Roger. “We found the weirdest
thing. There was a severed cow’s head in
the fork of a tree near the spring, about ten feet up! We knocked it down and took some pictures. Crazy thing, the head wasn’t bitten or torn
off, it was cut clean as a whistle!”
The old rancher paled, and then
silently took Roger’s proffered phone, scrolling through the pictures of our
grisly find. He handed the phone back, his
face set in a grim line, and the room grew deathly quiet – until Jimmy slammed
his hand down on the table so loudly we both jumped.
“Damn it all, it’s come back!” he snarled, and then let loose with a string
of profanity that my old Navy buddies would have been proud of. He finally wound down after a couple of
minutes, and then let out a long sigh.
“I was hoping it was gone for good, or
at least, that it wouldn’t come back in my lifetime,” he said softly.
“What is ‘it’?” Dan asked,
unconsciously foreshadowing the final question he would rasp out to me in about
twenty-four hours.
“No one rightly knows,” Jimmy
said. “Only a few people ever caught a
glimpse of it, and none of them in broad daylight. Last time it came around was in the nineties,
around the time they impeached Slick Willie.
Before that, it was when Reagan was President. Once during Vietnam, and before that, not
long after Pearl Harbor. There’s stories
going back further still, to the days of the Indian Wars, but I can’t vouch for
them.”
“Stories about what?” I asked. I was incredulous but still fascinated – I’ve
always loved a good real-life mystery, from the Bermuda Triangle to Oak Island.
“It always starts with cattle,” he
said. “They go missing, and then parts
are found – always neatly severed, never torn up. Scavengers won’t touch them. Some say that, if found soon enough, they’re covered
with some sticky green, snot-like fluid, but it melts away when the sun hits
it. It goes on for a few weeks, and
there’s stories – I don’t know if they’re true or not, but my Pop swore at
least one of them was – of people being taken too. During the war they found a boy’s head in a
tree over in Johnson County right after a string of cattle were found cut up,
and both his eyes gone neat as you please.
Then, for whatever reason, it stops.
Cattle quit disappearing, people quit seeing strange things, and we
persuade ourselves that it’s gone for good this time. But it always comes back.”
He shifted uncomfortably in his chair,
and then stared at Roger.
“Look,” he said. “I gave you two permission to come out here,
and I don’t mean to be ungracious. But
if you wanted to go home and come back in a month or two, when this is all
over, it’d ease my mind a bit. If something
happened to you out here, it’d weigh on my mighty heavy.”
How I wish we’d packed our gear and
headed home that night! But Roger shook
his head slowly.
“We won’t have another chance to come
down for a couple months,” he said, “and by then it’ll be a hundred ten in the
shade, and the ground will be like concrete.
We found a sweet-looking midden across from the spring, and I’d really
like to get in just one day of digging.
Tell you what – if it’s OK, we’ll cut out at sunset tomorrow; we’d be
back in Bandera by dark and drive home Sunday morning early. But I’d really like to get in one more day of
hunting, since we drove all this way.”
Jimmy nodded slowly, and then stood
up, gathering our plates.
“I reckon as long as you’re out by
dark, it’ll be all right,” he said. “But
stay in your cabin tonight! And take
this with you tomorrow, just in case.”
He reached into a nearby cabinet and
pulled out a huge, gleaming silver pistol, a .44 hogleg that looked like
something out of a war movie.
“I don’t expect you’ll need it, but I’d
feel better if you had it,” he said.
“Thanks, Jim,” said Roger. “We’ll be careful.”
After we retired to our cabin, I
looked at my friend closely.
“Do you believe any of that tall tale?”
I said.
“I remember seeing something about cattle
mutilations in the news back in the 90’s,” he said, “and I remember my Dad
talking about finding a huge bull sliced clean in half on their ranch, one
county over, when he was a boy. I always
thought he was spinning one, kind of like you thought Jimmy was tonight. But –
I tell you, west Texas ranchers don’t scare easy, and that old man looked
scared to me. I don’t know if this whole
thing is real or not, but I’ll guarantee you HE thinks it's real. As for me, I’m going to take a long shower,
climb into that bed, and not think about it till tomorrow.”
I nodded, and as he trudged back to
the ranch house for a shower, I looked out the window at the dark bulk of the
limestone hill rising behind us. As
majestic as it had looked under the warm springtime sun, by the faint light of
the waning crescent moon it took on a more sinister aspect, like some enormous
beast buried deep in slumber, dreaming of its prey. Then I noticed a small but
very bright red star gleaming just above the tree line. It shone brighter than Mars or Venus, and as
I watched, it seemed to split into two for just a moment – and then it winked
out. Must have been an airplane or a drone, I thought.
I
got my own shower when Roger came back, and as I padded back to the cabin in my
shorts and t-shirt, I thought I heard the screaming bellow of a wounded cow far
off in the distance. I shivered
involuntarily, but then reminded myself it was calving season, and decided all
I’d heard was a new calf being born. With that rather positive image in my
mind, I quickly faded off to sleep.
The next day, as soon as we’d wolfed
down breakfast, Roger and I headed straight to the midden we’d found the day
before and started digging. The rich
black soil was full of snail shells and charcoal, and within a half hour Roger
pulled out a nice Pedernales spearpoint nearly four inches long. A few minutes after that I found a Marshall
point with flared, delicate barbs, and from that point on we forgot about mutilated
cattle, missing children, and mysterious disappearances. I will say this about that day – it was the
best dig Roger and I ever had together. Between the two of us, we found fifteen
points that day, several of them large and perfect examples, nearly all of
types that rarely, if ever, were to be found in North Texas.
We hung the .44 in its holster from
the limb of a tree that overhung our dig, but neither of us ever really thought
about it after that. The sun was shining,
the soil was soft and damp, and the artifacts abundant and beautiful. We talked about our friends in the hobby,
some still around and others long gone, and about how much fun we’d have
showing off our finds at the big show in Temple, TX in a couple months’ time. The sun seemed to fairly leap across the spring
sky that day, and long before we tired of digging the shadows started to
lengthen.
We filled our holes back in and
gathered our things, rescued the .44 from its perch, and headed back down to
the ranch house as we’d promised. Jimmy seemed relieved to see us and told us
to go ahead and take a quick shower while he grilled us some cheeseburgers as a
parting meal. We’d barely stopped
digging to eat our sandwiches at lunchtime, and those burgers were delicious. Our
bellies full and our flint craving satisfied, we thanked Jimmy many times over
for his hospitality and climbed into my truck to head to town just as the sun
dipped over the horizon.
It was a bumpy mile down a rock and
gravel road to the nearest pavement, and as we neared the farm to market road,
I noticed that the wheel was thumping a lot harder than it should have, rough road
notwithstanding.
“Well crap,” I commented to
Roger. “I think we have a flat!”
“Here’s a level spot,” he said. “Pull over and let’s get her changed before
it’s full dark.”
We were within sight of the paved road
that led back to Bandera, and there was perhaps a half hours’ worth of twilight
left. I jacked the truck up quickly, and
Roger got the spare out from under the bed of the truck, where it was held in
place by a cable and winch. I was just loosening
the lug nuts when I first heard the sound that still haunts my dreams. First there was a whistling, whooshing sound
from somewhere overhead, not too close, but not far either. And the sound that followed – God, I have taught
English for nearly thirty years, and I have two master’s degrees, but I’m not
sure our language has any words that convey the horror of that awful noise! It seemed to combine the worst elements of
mechanical sound – the screeching of an engine on the brink of shredding itself
– with the most haunting ululations a predatory animal can make. Screeching,
warbling, roaring, and whistling all at the same time, and still I can’t convey
the horrible other-ness of it. It
was a sound that had no place on this world, or on any other world created by a
sane God.
“What the hell was that?” Roger
gasped, straightening up, and then a dark shadow came between us and the fading
light in the western sky. I looked up too late to catch more than a glimpse of something
huge swooping above us. Its wings were somewhere between those of a bat, a
giant insect, and a biplane. Three long, forked tails twisted and curled in its
wake, and as it banked and swooped back towards us, I saw the same red lights I’d
glimpsed in the distance the night before blazing through the dark in our
direction.
“Get back in the truck!” I shrieked at
Roger, even as I dove for the door myself. He was right behind me when two whiplike
appendages came lashing out from an unseen orifice beneath those blazing red – eyes? headlights? portholes? – and wrapped around his
waist and neck.
I didn’t have a gun of my own with me,
but I had packed along a razor-sharp machete to help clear the stubborn
mesquite roots and branches while digging. I reached into the bed of the truck
and grabbed it as Roger was dragged helplessly along the ground behind that
winged monstrosity.
“Hold on, buddy!” I cried, and then managed
to catch up with him after a short sprint.
I swung with all my strength, and the cord or tentacle or whip around
his neck was cleanly severed. The
monster retracted the damaged appendage quickly, and as it shot past my face
some greenish fluid struck my cheek and burned on contact. A second time that horrific sound assaulted
my ears, much closer and more discordant than ever. Aware of nothing except my desperate need to
make it stop, I hurled the machete at the giant shadow that filled the sky over
our heads. One of the glowing red orbs
suddenly winked out, and the horrible screeching doubled in volume, so loud
that I fell backward with my hands over my ears trying to blot it out. But I’d injured whatever it was, and the cord
around Roger’s waist released him as the shadow retreated upwards, the awful
shriek falling silent for a moment. I
crawled to my friend and helped him to his feet, staggering back to the truck
while trying to keep him upright.
But whatever it was, it had not given
up. Just a few feet short of the open
door, we were struck in the back and knocked flat as the thing swooped even
lower than before. I felt a sharp pain
across my shoulder blades, and later that evening the doctor at the local
hospital would stitch up six parallel gashes, about an inch apart, that had cut
clean through my tough denim jacket and flannel shirt.
For some reason, the flying entity was
focused on Roger. The huge bulk settled
to the ground on top of him, and I saw multiple legs and tentacles and some
sort of tubular proboscis that was neither descending upon his body. He jerked and shrieked as they penetrated his
flesh.
The closest thing to a weapon I had at
hand was the long, curved “wiggle pick” I’d used to dig for points earlier in
the day. I staggered to my feet and
grabbed it, lurching forward towards the nightmare shape that was trying to
devour my friend. I swung as hard as I
could and buried the pick in one of its limbs, which was covered with prickly
black fur but jointed, like a spider’s.
A second limb swatted at me and knocked me flat, and then the nightmare
creature dropped Roger and advanced towards me.
I scrambled away, unable to get to my feet. In the gathering darkness, I saw the winged
shape lift its four front legs off the ground as it prepared to spring.
A flash of blinding light and a report
like a thunderclap sounded from behind the creature, and I felt droplets of
that burning liquid strike my face and hands.
The monster shrieked again, and I detected a note of pain and anger in
its roar this time.
“Get off them boys, you bastid!!”
Jimmy’s voice came roaring out of the darkness.
“Get back to whatever hell you came from!”
Three more deafening shots were fired,
and by the muzzle flash I could see Jimmy standing there, legs apart, the .44
leveled at the creature that had been trying to kill us. I heard that awful cry for the last time, and
then the thing launched itself into the air, hurling itself at the sturdy West
Texas rancher as he squeezed the trigger for the last time. The thing angled upwards, passing a few feet
over his head, but as it did, a narrow, whiplike appendage lashed out, wrapping
around Jimmy’s neck. The old man barely
had time to let out a choking scream before the creature tightened its grip and
his head was severed from his body, dropping to the ground between his
feet. Jimmy’s headless corpse remained
on its feet for what seemed like an impossibly long time before slowly toppling
backwards, the gun still gripped in his hands. Then, with no more sound save
the rush of air over its four wings, the creature flew back towards the dark
mountain in the distance.
I struggled to sit up and pull my
phone out of my pocket. My skin was
burning in a dozen places where the creature’s blood – or was it oil? – there
was something in the way the thing moved that was more mechanical than
biological – had spattered on me. I
dialed 911 and then crawled over to Roger.
He was bleeding profusely, and one of his hands was neatly severed just
above the wrist where the thing had wrapped one of its appendages around
him. Of the missing hand there was no
sign, and I shuddered as I thought of whatever foul gullet was now digesting it.
The paramedics were there in less than
a half hour; an impressive response time considering how remote the old man’s
ranch was. I sat there, holding Roger,
trying to stem the flow of blood, as we waited.
He barely spoke, whimpering in pain as the life drained from him, but after
they arrived and placed him on the stretcher, he reached out to me with his
remaining hand, grabbed my sleeve and pulled me close.
“What was it, Dan?” he rasped out.
God help me, I still don’t know.